nonconathon 2022 letter

[ungefug]

1. General
2. Likes
3. Opt-Ins
4. Do Not Write
5. Prompts

Wow, it's that time of the year again! Hello, thanks for writing for me and a disclaimer up ahead, everything except the dnws is a kind suggestion. Do as you please, really, go nuts. I don't care how weird it gets, I welcome it. And I'm always happier if you write something you're comfortable with.

 

In the context of noncon I don't enjoy ravishing, so the sort of really good fuck someone didn't initially want but got anyway and halfway through they are just like "hell yeah, this sex rocks!" The victim doesn't have to be completely unaroused and I also like forced arousal to humiliate or just arousal that's upsetting to the victim, and all sorts of states of mindless bliss achieved at the breaking point, masochistic delights of pain so bad it turns into pleasures, but generally I read from a sicko mindset where I'm here for the victim's distress, not their no-strings-attached pleasure.

I like obscene, grotesque or plain disgusting things described beautifully. Flowers and blood and filth. Sometimes the more awkward, uncomfortable, “real” the sex, the better. It does not have to be glorified or even sexy. I like subtly upsetting things, but I also like the plain lizard brain fantasy of doing something bad wrong to some cute/hot guy. It's sadism, plain and simple.

My id goes bonkers about a strong characters (noble, uptight, stoic, arrogant, proud) losing control, being tested and broken - although more precicely I really like "half-broken" states. Defiant in their downfall, physically ruined but spiritually ecstatic, anything where my fav still shows their strength despite or because of their ruin. Yes, I'm looking disrespectfully at the Catholic church. Because I like to see my favs hanging at the breaking point, I am not much into super long drawn out enslavement, reconditioning, gradual mind break stuff, where they are completely irrecognizable and submissive in the end.
 

I like female on male rape which works specifically on "the mind is strong, the flesh is weak" but violent penetrative assault is also fun and indulging the female urge to rip and tear and finger and peg and sit on a face is hot too. I'm perfectly happy with more "normal" and gentle femdom that works on mental and emotional discomfort, but there is also a lack of really brutal crude femdom, so if that's up your alley, I'd love to read it.
 

Generally speaking, penetrative sex is not what interests me most, it's about emotional torment, also about the subtle things and the aesthetics, so I won't feel underwhelmed if it's just a couple lines or they don't touch on all the bases or it focuses on the aftermath. The minimum bar for what I consider a "sexual act" as per nonconathon rules is very low.

 

Likes

 

• hand holding, hand kissing, neck touches, chaste kisses, displays of fealty
• hierarchies, abuse of power, stifling environments, coded language, uniforms
• obscene, grotesque, disgusting things
• tormented saints, martyrdom, self-sacrifice
• transgression, transformation
• the breaking point, catharsis, awakenings, trauma
• victims trying to ignore/hide what happened and failing dramatically
• innocence spoiled, the violation of ace/celibate characters
• cheerful sadism, affection mixed with brutality (as mockery or because the perpetrator just thinks the victim is cute)
• rapist pov
• the victim's exhaustion, loss of control over the body, involuntary reactions, loss of consciousness
• victims ending up covered in mud or other filth
• manhandling, overpowering, beating victims into submission 
• (forced) arousal resulting in humiliation
• internalized homophobia
• crying, whimpering, trembling
• wound fingering, blood loss, disembowelment, strangulation (check my goreswap letter if you want)
• pastiche, archaic language, unusual form
• unreliable narrators, outsider POV
• letters, diary entries, events relayed in conversation 

Smut:

 

I like any level of explicit, from the crude to the flowery. I have a general purpose list of smut things that interest me here.

Opt-Ins

Things many people DNW and I don't mind.

• 1st POV
• 2nd POV (if you're unsure what perspective to pick I'd prefer I'd prefer outsider or rapist POV but it's all fine)
• unaroused victim, complete lack of pleasure
• perpetrators that aren't hot
• "no one wants to read that gross stuff, I should cut it" - no, I do!
• small dicks, limp dicks
• faeces, urine, vomit & other nasties
• genital injury, anal injury, prolapse, fissures 
• bestiality
• depicting homophobia, racism, sexism and other -isms and -phobias (with exclusion of transphobia)
• bad end

 

Do Not Write

 

• underage smut (especially prepubescent, I'm ok with late-ish teen but I don't kink on it)*
• men ravishing/raping women*
• bottomification, woobification
• mundane formalized bdsm/kink things* (formal negotiations, safewords, people identifying as dom/sub, that sort of stuff)
• terminal illness, cancer*
• dementia, amnesia, Alzheimer's*
• infantilization
• mpreg
• mundane modern AU (coffee shop, college, rock band etc.)
• issuefic
• alpha/beta/omega (and similar worldbuilding with assigned roles/biodeterminism)

 

*mentions are ok
 

Prompts

1. Mindhunter
2. Sherlock Holmes ACD
3. Dune (2021)
4. Hannibal 

Mindhunter

Edmund Kemper noncons Holden Ford

Hey, you remember when Ed implied he'd enjoy decapitating and throat fucking Holden and then hugged him and Holden had a big panic attack? I'd love to see this explored, taken just a little further.

 

It doesn't have to be full blown anal rape, I see it as orally fixated (finger fucking his mouth, implied or attempted oral rape). Also: dirty talk because Ed talks so well (you want this, victim blaming, talking about his crimes in nauseating detail, about how pretty Holden is etc.) and inappropriate (clothed?) touching. For the sake of logistics but also because I don't necessarily need to see Holden dying, Ed doesn't have to go all the way. Maybe it's "only a dream" (which allows for plenty of gore too) or Ed literally just describes it to Holden, fucked up dirty talk like a story within a story.

 

Extra big special bonus points for Holden having a panic attack while it happens, becoming completely obedient, crying, trembling, being unable to move, to breathe. You know, a panic attack.

 

About Holden: First off I think he is beyond adorable. Then I really like his morbid curiosity about killers and the weird relationships he has with them, trying to "befriend" them and with Ed in particular how that leads to Ed's constant intimate and terribly threatening touches and Holden just taking it (he has no right looking like that with a serial killer's hand on his throat).

 

Interesting too: the obvious angle where Ed's attack is a just punishment for his sin of grandeur. And yeah, big masochism/submissive vibes are already there with Debbie, so that's worth exploring. (As a very minor note I'm not super keen on Holden being written as closeted gay rather than bi or straight. I just don't like Debbie erasure.) Or a bit of gender play, Holden as his wife, you know.

 

And Holden doesn't necessarily have to get off on this but he may in whatever way his twisted little mind allows or Ed just makes him :^) My freeforms reflect both the brutal rape and gentle touch kind of approach.

Sherlock Holmes

John Watson noncons Sherlock Holmes

I see Watson as swooning over and also very much physically attracted to Holmes who doesn't feel entirely the same way or is ace or is sex repulsed or just in general not up for it for whatever reason (or Watson thinks he isn't). I'd love to see Watson deluding himself into thinking Holmes consents to his affections or that it's okay what he's doing or that he's just helping Holmes find his true self or such nonsense.

 

If you've ever read even glimpses of "The Case of Erudition Toward Reliance" you might get a good idea of the kind of absolutely abusive and rape-y things Watson could do to Holmes without ever letting on that it's not ok. Especially nice if presented in distanced language through an unreliable narrator (Watson... but I won't force you to write 1st POV).

 

I'm not looking for physical abuse or use of force here, more of a gentle persuasion, manipulation, taking advantage, maybe some somnophilia just to indulge in the pleasure of touching and pleasuring Holmes when he is vulnerable? Or maybe it's a repeated scenario where he works himself up from that to "just the tip" to full anal rape?

 

Anything medical could be fun, Watson taking liberties with aftercare after some case, inducing disease or intoxication or just make up some Victorian sex pollen scenario. Also other weird Victorian medical practices (they really loved enemas huh?) If you want to squint a little regarding historical accuracy and go "hysteria treatment" I'm here for it. Also Holmes being too drugged to get it up is a pleasant side effect.

 

Also an interesting framing: Watson being very comfortable in his bisexuality and Holmes resenting his homosexual desires, perhaps self medicating with cocaine or other stuff. Or if you want him to have another double life, he's cruising, having loveless sex and Watson gets wind of it and gets ideas.

 

 

Dune (2021)

Vladimir Harkonnen makes Harkonnen Soldiers noncon Leto Atreides

They really decided to have Leto sprawled out naked like that, absolutely helpless, a complete fuck doll and looking like a snack? Surrounded by the sex fiends of the universe (have you seen that heart plug scene in the Lynch version)? Shame we didn't get to see the orgy (can you call a gang rape an orgy or is that in bad taste?) that was certainly planned.

 

I really like his dignity, charm, strength and beauty and would love to see that tested or broken. Some "see you're not better than us" vibes which includes stuff more along the lines of getting him off would be interesting or just, you know, absolutely brutal gang rape.

 

I'm super fond also of glorifying a victim by making his assailants extra vile in every way. Or maybe something a little decadent could work too? I'm however not into long-winded enslavement stuff (like an AU where he's taken away to be a concubine etc) but why not have a feast, play some music, invite some spectators? He's not gonna run away, is he?

Vladimir Harkonnen makes Gurney Halleck noncon Leto Atreides

In addition to my previous statement if Gurney was forced to participate or put into a "you fuck him or we do" situation, having to violate his beloved lord, thinking he could somehow save him or spare him at least some pain inflicted by those Harkonnen Soldiers, that would be terrible, wouldn't it? And Leto can hardly talk but maybe he can show Gurney that it's alright or maybe he can't or maybe it's not alright and he despises Gurney for trying to make him feel good? Nothing like driving a knife through a loyalty kink.

 

And I almost forgot how Gurney used to be one of their slaves, that's gotta be a traumatic experience for him, certainly something to torment him with.

 

Also not opposed here to Vladimir Harkonnen or Piter de Vries being somehow involved in either scenario or combinations thereof.

Hannibal

Mason Verger makes animals noncon Hannibal Lecter

Mason Verger makes bad guys noncon Hannibal

Cordell Doemling noncons Hannibal Lecter

Matthew Brown noncons Hannibal Lecter

Francis Dolarhyde noncons Hannibal Lecter
Alana Bloom noncons Hannibal
Alana Bloom makes bad guys noncon Hannibal 

 

I want that hunk destroyed. Hey, what if Hannibal's plot armor wore thin, what if he wasn't inhumanely untouchable and instead got really fucking hurt and humiliated?

 

I nominated a couple of canon encounters where Hannibal is at the mercy of others (psychopaths, killers and also Alana) who might want to have more fun with him than in the show. He doesn't need to be completely broken, he's still insufferably arrogant ofc, but at a certain point it becomes hard to keep up the show, maybe when you're lying in your own guts or when you're being fucked like a pig in a pen.

 

Just for clarification, I don't mean this as character bashing. :) I just really like seeing someone so refined dragged through the dirt and someone so in control come undone and then there is also the small benefit that he is truly despicable under it all and it's fun to see the beast come out from its shell.

 

With Verger and Doemling I like the very dehumanizing aspects, literally putting Hannibal in a pen with the pigs, the branding and possibly medical procedures. I don't kink on mpreg and feminization, but if you want to go insane and put a piglet in his belly somehow, I'm going to have a giggle.

 

Dolorhyde is interesting because he is strong enough to manhandle and overpower Hannibal for something very base and crude. Also don't mind Will watching with a glass of wine in hand, enjoying the show, adding to the humiliation. His MO could also come into this, may it be the shards or the aspect of family (which also makes Hannibal the wife of the family).

 

With Matthew Brow I am fond of the age difference, him being cocky and fitter than Hannibal. Also the whole cruxification thing just had me bananas. This is also how I arrived at the "impalement" tag (greased and sexual or not so greased and lethal) but that works with the Verger angle too (I don't know if you noticed the odd pointy poles around Hannibal's pen? I did).

 

For Alana as a special treat I'm thinking of the time when he's imprisoned. I see her humiliating him rather than violently assaulting, but maybe she gets helpers for that, some of those (male?) nurses might have a thing or two to settle with him. Maybe he wrote Margot a nasty postcard or she can't stand his lesbian jokes any longer and gets cross with him. Or he literally killed someone. Again.

 

Some random thoughts: stepping on his dick, humiliate him for his arousal, putting a collar on him, make him jerk off, make him finger himself, taking away all the nice benefits he has in his room, make him eat fast food.