nonconathon 2021 letter

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1. General
   
2. Do Write
3. Do Not Write
4. Minor Pet Peeves
5. Prompts

General

I like obscene, grotesque or plain disgusting things described beautifully. Flowers and blood and filth. Think Jean Genet and Yukio Mishima, Bataille, William S. Burroughs’s Naked Lunch, J.G. Ballard’s Crash. 

Sometimes the more awkward, uncomfortable, “real” the sex, the better. It does not have to be glorified or even sexy.

Generally speaking, the actual penetrative sex is not what interests me most, it's about emotional torment and aesthetics, so I won't feel underwhelmed if it's just a couple lines or they don't touch on all the bases.


I like the breaking point. I enjoy seeing characters brought to the edge of annihilation. I like tormented saints. I like uptight, by the number, proud characters being tested or undone. I like seeing strong characters lose control over their body, heroic characters torn to shreds by vile men, knights violated by peasants, celibate priests molested, men who hold their nose high being dragged through dirt.

I like female on male rape which works specifically on "the mind is strong, the flesh is weak" but violent assault (tool assisted or not) is fun too.

I run this blog if it is of help :)


Do Write

I’m okay with everything unpleasant, in particular:

• cock or finger induced vomiting
• victims pissing themselves
• unhygienic sex & body fluids
• gore & death 

I'm not specifically into some extreme things like scat or bestiality, but I'm not opposed to terrible things that I find personally unarousing happening to victims (see General introduction). If I didn't mention something then it's probably not my kink but it doesn't have to be for me to enjoy reading it.

Some other things that interest me:

• defiance, arrogance, pride (and that being tested or broken) 
• hierarchies, abuse of power, stifling environments, coded language, uniforms
• the implications of small gestures and words
• dialogue
• show, don't tell
• innocence spoiled, the violation of ace/celibate characters
• cheerful sadism, affection mixed with brutality (as mockery or because the perpetrator just thinks the victim is cute)
• the victim's exhaustion, loss of control over the body, involuntary reactions, loss of consciousness
• victims ending up covered in mud or other filth
• kneeling, whipping, practical bondage, blind folds
• manhandling, overpowering, beating victims into submission 
• (forced) arousal resulting in humiliation
• internalized homophobia
• crying, whimpering, trembling
• wound fingering, blood loss, disembowelment, strangulation
• small dicks, limp dicks, lack of arousal
• oral penetration
• lovingly describing the victim in all his beauty and uglyness
• big, beefy, chubby, hairy, manly men being victimized
• period appropriate language
• unusual form, unreliable narrator (for example : 1st person retelling from victim's pov in a letter or diary) 

Do Not Write

• ravishing ("Scenario - Victim initially hates it but begins to enjoy it during the act")
• long term conditioning of victims (months of torture, forced prostitution, Stockholm syndrome, dehumanising conditions, slow gaslighting)*
• underage (prepubescent)*
• mundane bdsm/kink things (sex toys, diapers, daddy/mommy kink, latex outfits, roleplay, whipping in the bedroom rather than as corporal punishment on deck of the ship)*
• terminal illness
• infantilization
• mpreg
• trans characters/headcanons
• alpha/beta/omega (and similar dynamics routed in sexism) 

*mentions are ok


Minor Pet Peeves

• excessive m/m fingering as "preparation" (unless as intentional abuse/humiliation)
• overexaggerating the pain of anal penetration (especially when contrasted with worse things such as having one's face bashed in)
• prostate as a magic horny button, the ass clit
• male victim utterly surprised about presence of prostate (unless it makes sense in the setting)
• "his opening" 

Prompts

Don't be shocked by walls of text. Those are ideas, not orders. 


Mindhunter

End of season 1. Ed Kemper takes it just a little further with Holden in the hospital. I see it as orally fixiated (finger fucking his mouth, implied or attempted oral rape). Also: dirty talk (you want this, victim blaming, talking about his crimes in nauseating detail, about his physical attraction to Holden etc.) and inappropiate (clothed) touching.
Ed doesn't have to go all the way (as in: orgasm, but also as in: penetrative sex).
Extra big bonus for Holden having a panic attack while it happens, becoming completely obedient, crying.
If you can think of a different scene which allows for something else, go ahead.


Ancient Greek Religion & Lore

Kleist's Penthesilea (details from the play are irrelevant) and Euripide's The Bacchae. I don't care about being true to the source material. You can be as pretentious as your heart desires.
What I like about these prompts is the aspects of animalistic frenzy and "the Dionysian" and a reversal of gender roles.
In two cases hyper masculine men are violated (and literally torn apart) by frenzied, "hysteric" women (and possibly animals).
In the other it's the hyper masculine man who is introduced to his own latent feminine desires and seduced, manipulated, controlled, brainwashed by Dionysus himself.
In the Bacchae I like the feminist angle that Dionysus gives women the power to live deliciously on their own and to overpower any man, reversing their roles. I suppose dicks could be grown by magic too if you so desire. ;^) 

Hannibal
#1
Take those scenes with Hannibal at the mercy of serial killers and psychos, but they actually give it to him dirty. Violent, feral assault, torture, humiliation, you name it. Gang rape, rape by pigs, raped after taking a severe beating or stabbing (Francis).

Alana: I'm thinking of the time when he's imprisoned. I see her humiliating him rather than violently assaulting, but maybe she gets helpers for that. Maybe he wrote Margot a nasty postcard or she can't stand his lesbian jokes any longer and gets cross with him. Some random thoughts: stepping on his dick, humiliate him for his arousal, putting a collar on him, make him jerk off, make him finger himself, make him eat fast food. 

Whether Hannibal manages to stay arrogant throughout it and bears his cross with some dignity or completely breaks under it, is up to you, but he must suffer (I think his weak point is his ego).

#2
For Will I also can see some canon scenes played out differently or in more detail.

Francis: When he gets attacked in the motel. Maybe rape as assertion of dominance is enough for Francis, maybe he wants to go all the way with his murder MO. Will might try to cooperate, manipulate him or bargain to save his skin. 

Cordell: He's a creepy fucker. Seeing him fondle Will's face in that deleted scene... He might simply think Will is pretty to play with or he doesn't appreciate being bitten. It could be molestation, edging, fingering as humiliation, just plain old rape, something medical. Maybe Hannibal even happens to watch.

Will can be cute and helpless or defiant, I like him whimpering and I like him sassy. Your choice.

But please no "Will is thinking of his true beloved Hannibal and wishes it was him" while being raped. Mentioning the fact that he's been violated repeatedly by such an intimate friend is fine, but don't overdo it, I'm not shipping it here.

Margot: Let's say Will isn't as cooperative in her plan in getting him to father a heir and she ends up forcing herself on him. Drugs, alcohol, not taking no for an answer, etc. Could be written to be very unpleasant or just as some wish fulfillment for a girl who wants to force herself on Will and see him shy and trembling. 

Abigail: It's probably some fucked up daddy issues, brainwashing thing, probably induced by Hannibal who might just be getting off in it too. Will really, really doesn't want this. 

Please don't write Will as a repressed gay man. He does like women, but not like this.




#3
I can think of a couple convient settings here throughout the seasons. When Will has Hannibal at gun point in his kitchen, when he sees him again in Italy (let's say he doesn't get shot), when he's at Verger's place, when they fight Francis together (he does have a taste for blood now). 

I personally see Will as being less interested in literally just fucking Hannibal than punishing him through pain and humiliation. It can be a ruthless, loveless revenge ending in murder or Will does have feelings for Hannibal and asserts his dominance in their relationship.

Also a nice angle: An eye for an eye - you drug me, force feed me an ear and disembowel me, I return the favor. Maybe reach in those guts and give Hannibal a nice prostate massage while you're at it. Besides the Verger pigs the bestiality tag is also included for Will's dogs, if you're so inclined.

Basically that shot of Will looking down on Hannibal after he's been attacked by Francis with disdain and mild amusement.. 🥂

Babylon Berlin
Gereon is made to "want" cock with hypnosis, drugs, etc. Weird stuff appreciated, like dream, flashback and reality blending (war scenes worked in maybe), triggering ptsd. The whole deal about the doctor being literally his brother (rather than Gereon having visions of it) I'd prefer to keep to a minimum, incest does not interest me.

Sherlock Holmes
Personally I see Watson as swooning over and physically attracted to Holmes but Holmes as ace or similar. If you've ever read even glimpses of "The Case of Erudition Toward Reliance" you might get a good idea of the kind of absolutely abusive and rape-y things Watson could do to Holmes without ever letting on that it's not ok. Especially nice if presented in distanced language through unreliable narration. I'm not looking for physical abuse or use of force.

My interest lies more in this situation where Watson's absolute adoration of Holmes factors in, but a similar thing could also occur with a woman or women (ladies or ruffians). See also my f/m prompts for Hannibal.